WELL this will be a much longer month than i had anticipated let me tell you THAT UGH
I feel disposable
very happy indeed
i am happy
this is the worst possible idea i could ever have in my life ugh
I hope that you see right through my walls. I hope that you catch me, cause I’m already falling.
wow i would love to punch you right in the face or something or perhaps just tell you how i feel but we all know i dont know how to do that!!!! so in the meantime stop torturing me thank you!!!!!!!!
i’m not sure how it got to be new years eve already, but i guess it’s time to post about the year that is coming to a close, as i always do. i’ve been reflecting on this year for the past few days and it’s been bittersweet really. well i digress. here’s what happened:
it was a really busy year for me, but it was just average. not many things made me feel ecstatic or really sad. i guess i really just used this year to learn more about myself and figure out what i want to do with my life, and i have finally figured it out and how to do it.
i’m dedicating 2013 on making myself better in all aspects. i’m going to try to go to the gym almost every day, i’m going to be eating a lot healthier, i won’t waste my time with people who aren’t good for me, i’m going to study and do my work early so i don’t half-ass assignments the night before they’re due, i’m going to get a good job or internship to put a foot in the door, i don’t know what else now but i’ll roll with the punches.
i’m not waiting around for anyone anymore! i am living for myself. and with that, i should probably go shower or maybe continue sitting here on the couch doing nothing. i’m heading to long island tonight to be with a bunch of people that i love and that make me happy. i hope you all are doing the same thing tonight. happy new year, and stay safe :)