mad is on

WELL this will be a much longer month than i had anticipated let me tell you THAT UGH

05.19.13 ♥ 0

I feel disposable

05.09.13 ♥ 1

update:

very happy indeed

05.07.13 ♥ 2

i am happy

05.07.13 ♥ 3

this is the worst possible idea i could ever have in my life ugh

04.13.13 ♥ 0

I hope that you see right through my walls. I hope that you catch me, cause I’m already falling.

03.28.13 ♥ 0

wow i would love to punch you right in the face or something or perhaps just tell you how i feel but we all know i dont know how to do that!!!! so in the meantime stop torturing me thank you!!!!!!!!

03.13.13 ♥ 3

Zoom

02.15.13 ♥ 193765

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2012: in review

i’m not sure how it got to be new years eve already, but i guess it’s time to post about the year that is coming to a close, as i always do. i’ve been reflecting on this year for the past few days and it’s been bittersweet really. well i digress. here’s what happened:

ran wardrobe crew for Urinetown at school
went to Universal Orlando for spring break which was a lot of fun!
played Susan in Company for SRMT
got through 2 rounds of dance callbacks for Legally Blonde on mainstage
started working at Cups, a frozen yogurt place by me
played Vivienne in Legally Blonde! a dream role!!
turned 19 and saw Once which was incredible
met some of the greatest people doing Blonde that I’m happy to call my friends
started my sophomore year at Wagner living with Paige!!!
landed random roles in a bunch of student run productions. still fun.
ended something that wasn’t making me happy
Hurricane Sandy was a thing, so I was home for a full week
was props runner for School for Lies, a stage one show at school
became close with different people at school
had a great holiday season with my family

it was a really busy year for me, but it was just average. not many things made me feel ecstatic or really sad. i guess i really just used this year to learn more about myself and figure out what i want to do with my life, and i have finally figured it out and how to do it.

i’m dedicating 2013 on making myself better in all aspects. i’m going to try to go to the gym almost every day, i’m going to be eating a lot healthier, i won’t waste my time with people who aren’t good for me, i’m going to study and do my work early so i don’t half-ass assignments the night before they’re due, i’m going to get a good job or internship to put a foot in the door, i don’t know what else now but i’ll roll with the punches.

i’m not waiting around for anyone anymore! i am living for myself. and with that, i should probably go shower or maybe continue sitting here on the couch doing nothing. i’m heading to long island tonight to be with a bunch of people that i love and that make me happy. i hope you all are doing the same thing tonight. happy new year, and stay safe :)

12.31.12 ♥ 3

ho ho ho